Biore Makeup Remover Towelette VS Simple Cleansing Facial Wipes


I've been using the BIORE makeup remover towelette for years and have not changed to any other brands. It is not easy to find a makeup remover wipes that is not harsh and removes with just one or two wipes. I've used THE FACE SHOP wipes before and in my opinion they're really bad for my skin. It's super rough and my face gets really red, i've tried two types one which is the green packaging called Herb Day Cleansing Tissue and the other was Rice Water Cleansing wipes. The rice water was worst, i tried one wipe and my face stings like crazy i had to throw it away because no one can uses it.

So i've tried a new one which is the Simple Cleansing Facial wipes, well i've gotta say it is better than the face shop ones. I never tried any other brand because i'm really satisfied with the biore ones and because i can remove all my makeup with just ONE wipe ( depending on how thick my was, sometimes two wipes). I can say Simple Cleansing Facial wipes can be considered too because it does it job in removing waterproof makeup and is raved by lots of YouTube gurus.

SIMPLE Cleansing Facial Wipes
  • It is available locally (Guardian)
  • Cheaper (cost around BND 8ish, i don't really remember) 
  • Light scent which i like 
  • removes waterproof makeup 
  • No oily feel after removing makeup 
  • need a few extra wipes to remove all my makeup
  • skin starts to redden when i'm trying to erase mistakes when i'm drawing eyeliner, i think the towelette is abit rough for my eye areas

BIORE Makeup Remover Towelette
  • Usually only need one wipe 
  • Removes waterproof makeup 
  • Wipe has more product ( or liquid?) compared to other brands
  • No oily feel after removing makeup as well 
  • It is not available locally, i always have to buy a few packs to stock up. I have one more left :( 
  • A tad bit more expensive than the simple wipes, cost around BND 12-14 per refill pack.
  • heavy scent 

Overall, i still love my BIORE towelettes but if i'm out of them and need a substitute i would opt for the Simple cleansing wipe as i can easily purchase them compared to the Biore one. Heart from Thatsheart recommended the Ponds makeup remover wipes but it's not available locally, i found a site that sells them so i'm thinking of trying that brand as well. Why don't we have access to different types of makeup brands in Brunei :( BRING SEPHORA HERE PUUHHLEAASEEEE.Though if they do the prices would probably be craycray.

Weight Loss : How i lost 25 kg


Let me warn you that there are lots of pictures ahead :)

Left 2010, Right 2013
didn't realize i actually squeezed myself into that shirt LOL

I was once obese weighing over 100kg, you will probably be able to calculate once you finish reading the whole post. Anyways yes, i used to weigh over 100kg and was always labelled as "that fat girl", "obese girl", "3 layer meat" (if you know chinese this is equivalent to pig or pork) and etc. Ah well i received lots of insults throughout my whole life. I was actually born chubby, my mom told me the doctor said i'm overweight compared to other average babies. Another thing was i have bigger bone structure which plus on my weight. I was a competitive swimmer, even all those training i wasn't able to lose any weight but i gained more, i don't know if it was muscles or fats but i continue to gain weight.

I decided to lose weight was all because I wanted to live healthier and i wanted to look fitter. I was looking through all my photos on my computer and i just realized i don't really fit in because all my friends are really slim. I was always the odd one in pictures being the fattest one. I guess that gave me a kick in my confidence and i was depressed. Ah this is so hard to explain in words. LOL

Let me emphasize this, i DESPISE exercising! especially running or any sorts of sport that has to do with the ground! but i love swimming, that's the only exception. ("sings" you are the only exception~). I decided to start exercising in 2012 on and off with my best friend. She wanted to only tone her body while i wanted to lose weight. It didn't go so well because we have different goals so i managed to only lose a few kilos. After she decided to change gym while i stayed,  I did my own routine consisting of 30-45minutes cardio every monday to friday and 20 minutes of weight lifting and Saturday & Sunday are rest days.

Other than exercising i also changed my eating habits, i eat lots greens, chicken breasts, yoghurt, fruits and milk. That's basically my meals everyday but i do allow myself to eat junk/fast food once a week on saturday or sunday. Normally people would cut out fastfood and junk food during their diet but to me the best way is not cut out completely, if you can that's good because i tend to have cravings it's the best to satisfy that cravings once in awhile than not having any because once you reached the limit you might eat junk/fast food like crazy.

Never in my whole life i thought i can come this far, i always thought i probably will stay obese forever and probably live alone and die cause nobody would want me. The biggest kick is your motivation, determination and moral support. I motivated myself by telling myself i need to look fit and i want to feel healthy and light. I was consulted by a nutritionist in the hospital and they told me lots of risks i could have and they gave me a period of one year to lose 5-8 kgs but when i went back the doctor was surprised i lost over 20 kgs. To me the compliments i received about losing weight saying it's a great achievement, this keeps my motivation up and how my best friends and family keeps supporting me when i was on the verge of stopping.

My story is pretty long and not that interesting, i kinda suck at writing hahaha but i do hope this motivate you atleast a tiny little bit. Never think you can't do it, you can if you really want it.
I also need to emphasize this NEVER EVER go for slimming pills/products or corset. I think it's just a waste of money. I've been approached idk how many times and they keep pushing me with those products. I was most annoyed when "some" people just won't stop pushing me to buy a $1.4k worth of slimming wear and promised me results. They told me it's not easy to exercise and results aren't that big. I PROVED THEM WRONG! i feel SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO good when they saw a different me. You can choose the shortcut, ofcourse you won't be able to see the side effects now but you never know what awaits you when you're older.

 2 years ago on my 18th Birthday 

2 years ago at my friend's birthday, being the oddball again

 chubby meh

Starting from here is when i started losing weight

2012 Eacons

 This is when i weigh 79kg, the thinnest i've ever been in my whole teenage life.

Sometimes i can't believe i changed so much, atleast i don't stand out "that" much now. 
I'm still fat but hey i'm trying to work it! 

 Overview of my transformation :) It's one thing i'm most proud of


This is my latest photo, i've gained a few pounds thanks to my loving boyfriend and stress. I stopped going to the gym during June 2013 because of work, when i was working in the bank i had to overtime almost everyday till 8 or 9pm and the level of stress is there. I'm back to studying now so i have a little bit more time to do some exercise. :) My goal weight was supposed to be 60 but the nutritionist told me to lose till 70kg because that's my ideal weight for my height and structure.

Heaviest Weight: Over 100kg 
Lowest Weight: 79kg
Current Weight: 83kg
Ideal Weight: 70kg
Height: 168cm

It feels surreal sometimes being able to wear smaller size clothing, look nicer in pictures and not to mention snag myself a loving boyfriend whom i knew online ;) HAHAHA coincidentally that he's from Brunei but studying in Australia, what a small world! So yeap, that's my story of how i lost those kilos :) my weight loss is not like those drastic changes like seen on Youtube sooo yeahhhh~ and i'm not really good in writing so my apologies if theres any confusion. I hope this post did motivate some of you who are planning to lose weight.

Authentic vs Fakes

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I'm flabbergasted how people can label fake products as Authentic!! I don't know if i'm wrong here but can anyone tell me how much does this bag cost?

Maybe i didn't come across this bag from the michael kors website or they took it down or something but this looks like the Michael Kors Miranda Series and i don't remember this being that cheap because this brunei seller on instagram sold this for BND450, when a original MK miranda cost atleast USD900 and above. Maybe there's a budget version? correct me if i'm wrong.What pisses me off is the seller actually has the "AUTHENTIC" word with the name of this bag. I'm not saying this seller sells fake stuff, he/she probably has some authentic stuff cause i saw some Louis Vuitton bags and they look kinda real and are sold out. 

Alot of MK bags sellers in brunei got the MK bags from eBay because i myself actually went and search and all the pictures look exactly the same, sometimes cheap price doesn't mean authentic same goes to higher prices. Getting authentic bags from ebay is quite risky because esp china sellers can just label them genuine/authentic and hike up the price. Nowadays i'm really amazed at how similar knock-off bags and the genuine bags look like. I saw some MK bags on Taobao, taobao is a chinese version of ebay and it's so tempting to get because it looks exactly the same and the price is just a fraction of the original price. $15 i must say is not bad for a knock-off LOL! but to my opinion i prefer to not carry any branded names at all if i really can't afford it rather than carrying a fake and get dissed about it. i'm not saying you CAN'T carry a fake bag, it's just my opinion. I do carry inspired bags because nowadays bags that are sold everywhere are copied from branded bags. Inspired bags do not have branded names on it while knock-off does.

Just wanted to rant it out, i mean what if those people really purchase from this instagram seller and it really is a fake bag. It's like lying and cheating! :/ i myself wanted to sell authentic Michael kors bag because i have a cousin living in LA and she's been doing authentic bag business between LA and Malaysia since Malaysia's branded bags are super overpriced. I wanted to ask her to supply me some but nyehh, it's gonna cost me a bomb if nobody buys them and i'll have all these stocks at home. I probably can use it but my mom is also probably going to kill me HAHAHA.

What i got for Christmas 2013?


Okay, i'm supposed to be doing a video on what i got for Christmas 2013, i filmed it but had no time to edit and i think it's kinda too late to upload it anymore so i'll just keep it to a blogpost. I didn't received alot of stuff cause basically our family aren't exactly Christians, we're buddhist. We celebrated Christmas just because my mom's birthday is on the 25th December.  Anywhoos, i'm still due with the revealed palette review. Haven't had time to film it yet cause i was busy doing assignments. Stayed up till 6-7.30 in the morning everyday because i'm mostly productive in the late night than morning/afternoon. I handed in my assignments today *angel's song playing* freedom! well not really cause i have 4 exams this month. Enough rant lets go to what i got for Christmas :)

I only had this picture from instagram because i thought i'm going to just film and post the video, but ohwell so the first picture, boyfiee got me a charles and keith bag! cause i've been eying on that since it was on the shelf LOL! he also suprised me a bath and body works candle (Vanilla Spice), a stitch mug and a penguin pencil box. It's funny how he knows where shop@sarah is because i never brought him there! i screamed when i opened the box and after that went all AWWWWWs cause he knows i love cinnamony smell. Stitch mug was from xplorer, funny how we both got each other mugs, we went to xplorer one day and was just looking around, he said the batman mug looks cool and i said the stitch mug was cute so i guess we got each other mugs, very odd. 

Bestie got me the penguin plushie that i was eying it xplorer and some penguin stickers, bookmarks and a penguin keychain. YES I'M OBSESSED WITH PENGUINS! Super awwed because i can't believe she got it for me T_T, kinda teary when i opened it in the car. I wanted to get it for myself but because its around BND$50 i put it back on the shelf. ♥ i really feel so loved, not because of receiving gifts but because they actually knew what i was thinking. kay maybe i'm too obvious. LOL 
yeah, i never feel so loved by people that are not related to me. I wanted to post about bullies/friends post but still wondering if i have the guts to write it out yet or maybe do a video when i'm ready. Basically i don't have friends throughout my primary school, trust people too easily, got betrayed tons of time, i get teased and insulted, my things get broken whenever i leave my seat for lunch, my lunch money gets stolen EVERYDAY in school... well it can go on but i'll leave that to next time :) 

My lovely sister got me a penguin mug! hoho more penguin stuff, holika holika aqua petit jelly bbcream(i don't remember the exact name) and etude house vivid lipstick. I wanted to try out the holika holika aqua petit bbcream because michellephan uses it and it looks so damn nice but since i don't buy bbcream i kinda ehem, hint hint my sister LOL! so yeaaaaap~ she also got me a red lipstick and if you guys don't know i only buy red lipsticks, i don't look nice with nude. I've tried on literally all the nude lipsticks in the mac store and the guy there said "yeah you really don't suit nude lipsticks" and passes me lots of other bright red and pink lipsticks. 

So thats all for my christmas gifts i received on 24th/25th december 2013

This is considered a christmas gift as well, cause i received it before Christmas. This is the prize from Sheila a.k.a Sprinklerain's thankyou giveaway 2013. I think it's quite sweet of her to decorate the box with masking tapes, hahaha its cute and very thoughtful. I also like how she bubble wrap literally everything and she used DHL courier! i was super surprised to see a dhl car at my parking lot, i thought it was going to be sent through normal post or just poslaju! In anyway thankyou very much for your gift, you even added extras ♥ super love.

My first benefit products, been meaning to try out Hoola bronzer and i must say i super love it. I'm gonna purchase the full size ones. Dandelion don't appear on my cheeks and i'm thinking whether i applied it too light or im just tan. The simple makeup remover! also wanted to try it out and i shall do a comparison with my all time favourite biore cleansing wipes.

So that's the end of what i got for Christmas :) do suggest what kind of videos/post you would like to see from me! i will try to make it happen!!

My little sneak peek of my next post : how i lost 25 kg!!! this is actually a very sensitive topic to me because i'm not exactly slim yet, but i'm still working hard. :D

em cosmetics: yay or nay?


This is a super late post that i never get to finish, has been on draft for quite a while HAHAHA! totally forgot about it!

Anyways, i'm sure everyone knows about em cosmetics (Michelle Phan's make up line). They currently do not ship internationally but i heard it's going to probably by next year. *fingerscrossed* shipping won't cost a bomb! because everything that ships to BRUNEI is crazily expensive which is why products in Brunei are expensive. Sometimes we can't blame why sellers hike up the price yaknow, it's because shipping is more expensive than the product itself.

Anyhoos lets go back to the topic. I was quite surprised at the prices of em cosmetics, i thought it's going to be affordable apparently not because USD$75 (around BND $94) for the life palette is abit of a nyeh to me. I actually don't like the packaging, no offense its just my opinion, even when they come out with a life palette moment (smaller version of the life palette).

BUT i would love to buy em's concealer and contour/highlighting stick. I've seen alot of reviews of these 2 products and most of them are thumbsup! I'm a big contour girl, i can easily trick people into thinking i got my nose done, no joke! i tricked my elder sister and cousin by saying i went to get fillers and they went all ballistic and yaknow saying that i'm crazy!

Even thatsheart rave about em's brow pencil. So i would probably get these 3 products :) I don't mind splurging on good concealer and contour product!

I should go back to doing my assignment :( sucks that i'm still in college! I kinda miss working for some reason, i used to work in a bank so i kinda like being busy and you know having lots of things to do. I'm really bored at home even during school days, cause classes are only from 10AM - 1PM, im free LIKE A BIRRDD~ for the rest of the day.

Should i do a what i got for Christmas post or video? i'm still debating cause it isn't that much things, probably around 10 items?

A week in the Malaysian Hell ?

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This news have been circulating around the internet, You cannot imagine what my reaction was when i read paragraph after paragraph, i was horrified!  I'm a malaysian and i can't believe such thing actually happened. While reading this man's blogpost, the feelings of not wanting to return to Malaysia piles up but sadly all my relatives are there.

You can read the this man's blogpost here

I cannot imagine how the others are treated when this man's issue wasn't even that big, don't they usually get fine over this kind of case?  I never knew overstaying would be blacklisted. Even though blacklisted, i don't think those officers have that right to treat people that way, there are still human and what do you mean animals? gosh! i don't know how many times i repeated the word F**k**
Lack of food and water and RM15 for one pack of nasigoreng, boy it's not 5 class restaurant kay!

Yeah and taking people's belongings are stealing!! lakjfalkmclkaskljal!!Officer my ass.

Christmas inspired look | Sultry Gold

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I just uploaded a makeup video, kinda awkward for me but hopefully i'll get better :) i need a new camera asap T_T i'm using my iPad to record this video. 

Anyways, Whose excited for Christmas???? I'm exciteddddd :) it's my mom's birthday and also having a small gift exchange sesh with the boyfiee and some friends.